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So Busy!

2008-04-04T01:38:54Z

Ever since spring break ended, I've been really busy with school activities! I'm running around like a mad woman! There are posters to do for our school's Asian Festival and art pieces to hang up for the Senior Exhibition. I finally finished the big banner and my booth's poster for Asian Fest today, it took a loooooooong time! About five and a half hours to finish the banner and the poster! Tomorrow I'm missing classes to set up for the Senior Exhibition so lucky me! But I'll be busy running up and down the stairs getting materials and running errands for the gallery. I should be done by the end of school, but I then have to run over to help set up for Asian Festival. I'm going to be mad busy tomorrow!

Other than me being unusually busy, my dad ended up in the hospital last night, he has some intestine infection and is running on a high fever. I really hope he feels well soon! I just wish for this week to end!

~Tsukiko

Yay! Mitsuwa Marketplace!

2008-03-28T14:31:39Z

Yesterday I visited a science museum, it was ok, I only liked the 3-D movie and the IMAX. But after that my family and I went to Mitsuwa for dinner! It was like I was in heaven! I went over to the Books Sanseido and got the April addition of the Myojo magazine! I'll ask my mom if it is possible for her to scan the NEWS pictures for me along with the Yamapi picture I drew a few days ago. I'll post the magazine scans here and at the news_jpop community so keep an eye on my posts! If I can's get it scaned onto the computer, the next step is to take pictures of the magazine.

Today I don't have much to do. Art lessons are the only thing I have other than getting the basement ready for my dad's party and cleaning my room. Life is boring when you don't have anything to do.

~Tsukiko

Boring Day

2008-03-26T21:45:35Z

Today is just a boring day. Nothing really happened, all I had today was my art lesson. My mom is yelling at me like usual, nothing special. Sometimes I just wish she would stop and listen to how I feel. She doesn't trust me, respect me, and care about me. I just want to go and find myself a apartment near my school and live by myself. It would be easier for me and my mom. We wouldn't get into fights about stupid things, it would be for the best. I just wish everything would fall into place for the next few days. I'll stop here for today, too many things are coming to my mind.

~月子

Maybe, Just Maybe

2008-03-25T23:19:04Z

     Maybe, just maybe people will understand what I have gone through. So many things just pisses me off. All I hear is "Do this!" and "Do that!"; "Finish cleaning your room" or "Shut up!". Everyone is telling me what to do! Why can't I just do things at my own pace? I'm sick and tired of it. Even my little brother is bossing me around and he's seven years younger than me! Everything is out of order in my house. I just wish that someone understands what I go through everyday. Everything I try to do is to help my family. Occasionally I do rebellious things to piss my parents off, but that's only natural right?

     What I'm currently going through makes me shake in anger, but also the past that I have lived through. I have gone to school in China and done a remarkable job. But that doesn't change the fact that I have been bullied and pushed around just because I was from America. I would always hear "You're from America, you're suppose to be stupid!" or even "Go cry to your nanny! You're nothing but a piece of trash!". I was very sensitive back then and would cry at any cruel comment. If you think that was the worst, try being sexually harrassed by you're own classmate. That guy, he was the pervert in the class, but when it came to me, he wouldn't stop touching me. "Dude, we're only in 4th grade! We can't have sex! So stop touching me!" I should have said that back then. Then again, I should have been stronger back then. Because I was weak and vulnerable, they picked on me, no one was there to help me. Even when I was alone, I had a friend. He didn't really help me when it came to our classmates taunting, but he was always there to talk to me and make me laugh. He was the only person there to keep me sane. I even went to my grandma and asked her if it was possible for her to thank his parents for looking after me. He was the light that brought me out of the darkness. If I hadn't gone through this experience, I would be a totally different person. If I stayed there, I would also be different. This experience was hard to bear, it gives me nightmares just thinking about it. But the part that makes me feel the worst is how I ran away from it. I never wanted to go back after summer vacation because I was so scared of everyone. In a way, I regret it.

     Just typing all that makes me think how I became different when I was in that harsh environment. I was studious and hard working, a complete opposite of who I am now. I should be grateful for what I currently have and cherish every moment of my life. I always compared my life to the dramas I watched and found out there isn't much difference. Since I have gone through that period of my life I have wondered if I should become a teacher, someone who helps the students when they are in need of help. Not someone who scolds at you because you can't get a problem right or if you have a bad grade.

     I just ranted on my life :D Well hopefully some of you now understand how lucky you are. I'll end it here for today

~月子

Celebration

2008-03-24T21:37:02Z

Well, today is my little brother's birthday! I ended up giving him the new game, Super Smash Bros Brawl that came out around March 9th. I was happy to see him with that big grin on his face when he opened his gift. It was really a cute site, he played for most of day moving around and jumping up and down, getting all into the game. I feel accomplished as a older sister.

But today is also a great day for me. I got the Nintendo DS Lite! It's really awesome! I love how it looks. I got the white one. The people at Best Buy also pushed me to get a game, so I ended up getting Final Fantasy Crystal Chronicles: Ring of Fates. I looked that game up online before, it looked like a good game so I got it. So I played it today and IT'S REALLY FUN! I just want to play it for the rest of spring break! But I have some papers due the day I get back so that wouldn't be a smart idea. I really want to finish the game! :[ Well my family and I are going to go celebrate my little brother's birthday now so I'll end it here. Have a good SPRING BREAK!

~Tsukiko

A Day of Art

2008-03-22T23:30:53Z

All I ended up doing today was drawing and painting and back to drawing again. My life has been completely taken over with my obsession of getting into art school. I am currently struggling with a painting I am submitting for a contest, I'm not the type of person to paint roughly and messy like the impressionist paintings. I'm more into the detailed paintings similar to photos and reality. It's hard for me to keep myself to go into detail! My art teacher is like "no! you got to do it this way!" and then she goes and slashes the canvas with a lot of messy oil paints... *sigh* but either way it works out. I just have to get use to it since I'm a beginner.

I also ended up doing a pencil drawing Yamapi and Shige today, it took awhile. Speaking of theYamapi drawing, I need to fix his hair, I made it too puffy :) I'll post he drawing once get it scanned onto the computer! I can't wait! Well I think I'll end it here today! Ja ne!

~Tsukiko

Thoughts of The New Girl

2008-03-21T16:44:29Z

Well, I'm new to this site. Hopefully I will get use to updating a little something-something everyday. If you can't tell, I'm a a fan of Shigeaki Kato, from NEWS. I still can't get over the fact that he stripped! It was a yummy site! ^.^ Thinking about it makes me smile A LOT, he has really changed in the past couple of years. O no! I have art lessons in a 22 minutes! Thats all for today!

Here a clip from the recent Shounen Club ep:

~Tsukiko-chan